Feeling Fat :(

Everyone has been telling me that I have put on weight. Thanks a lot. Had to admit it but its so damn true. I used to never worry about what I eat or whether or not I exercise, it was like this high metabolism thing. When girls incessantly complain about their hips or thighs, I didn't really give a crap. But now I freaking know how it feels. 

My thighs and hips have like expanded twice. Not a glamorous thing to talk about but seriously. Gosh, its driving me crazy. I can't even fit into my old pair of jeans. No kidding. That is how bad it is. And it doesn''t help that I can't stop bingeing. Plus the cold weather and everything. I'm just insanely fat now. Can't even believe that this day would come. Sigh. I need some losing weight tips. I bet i weigh tonnes now. Kill me please.