It's freezing & I can't even go out or feel like it. Sigh.

Been reflecting a bit. It's been 4 months. Well, quite a journey. I'm homesick :( Not the extreme kind but I miss having familiarity. Thinking about what I thought a few months back, that everything was boring & that I needed a change in my life. Human beings. 

Seriously, craving all the Singaporean food now. And people. Friends. Family. 

I don't know man, its kind of like. I've forgotten what is like to be surrounded by like familiar people & environment. But than again, I've just been thinking about it & I'm kind of worried that I would not be like, liking the environment in Singapore & like culture? Thinking of like the crowded and stressful lifestyle back home kind of makes me sick. I mean, yes I've been there for like 20 years but what if i want something different, a change. Definitely missing church as well, the place where I grew up in.

The thought of losing someone that I used to be very close to makes me kind of sick. I understand how like we're not like together but I'm still sad that I'm going to lose this person in my life? And the feeling sucks.

Enough of the heavy stuff, so yeah went out to celebrate Celyn's birthday yesterday, hope she enjoyed herself! :)